Hey Destiny

It's not funny,

but how you really, 

pull a joke on me quite consistently

We'd have the same colors

in our minds

when we never really agreed to it to begin with

Recently we'd swung both ways

not on the same page

fighting our ways through different emotion currencies

I've realized the comedy,

the tragedy 

and the eventual irony

When all the while

I've tried to move further

you pull me back into my personal agony

It's not funny,

but how you really, 

pull a joke on me quite consistently

You say "it was all a dream"

I said it wasn't

and "all is good" on me, not really

At time it feels a little better

though at most

I would prefer just a little clarity

wider space

no more gray, some concern

closer to reality

when all the while

I've tried to move further

you pulled me back into it again literally