A Troubadour, Away.

Im feeling like I've been away from so many things fo quite a while now. Nothing has been really up to my ever so dear life, and Im now mastering procrastination.

Like it has been in the past couple of months, I was more into lurking the vastness of the world wide web, reading everyone else's blogs, mastering google and wikipedia, and wasting as much time as I can with the use of this lovely technology called the internet. I was kinda upset that i didnt get to got to baguio last weekend. Ive waited for it for a couple of months and then at the last minute freaking change of plans. This is why I never plan things in the first place, coz Id hate to see myself get disappointed in the end. Id rather have spontaneity manage my everyday. People might get ticked of it if I go come what may everyday. I dont care that much. Basta, Bad trip I missed Panagbenga this year. I bet it was a blast. So, I missed that part of a personal tradition.

And then, I found myself hanging around carrying a guitar at UP Diliman over the weekend. Trying to get in touch with the troubadour in me. but I didnt really hung out in a waiting shed or something and ask for people to throw some coin on my hat, (that would have been neat though) but, it was more of just hanging out by myself under big trees in an overcast afternoon and a bit of rain. It was perfect! I practiced quite a bit and found out that i really suck bigtime now. I feel and sound like crap. I really need to do alot more of this, practicing and hanging out with nature. It a nice medicine to the ailing soul. Astig! I also think this town needs more trees. I dont see alot of trees around. Oh well. After practice(kuno), I was offered to watch a magic show by Eric Mana at Abelardo Hall. I had some time on my own. A time I would have been spending in Baguio, so I went and it was pretty cool, literally, Abelardo hall had a strong AC and i was trembling throughout the show, both with excitement and the cold. badtrip pa medyo basa ako sa ulan nung pumasok ako sa theatre. I havent been in a school theatre for a long time so it was kinda nostalgic to be in one last saturday. Kahit di naman ako tiga UP, I kinda felt like a student again, good thing di pa ko mukhang matanda so I blend in a bit to the crowd. Feeling.

There are so many things floating in my head right now but, ill try to scribble 'em when time warrants. Real life is calling and telling me there are things to do, not necessarily better, but it has to be done. Maya!